Thanks to all you darlings who asked after me and comforted me. I love every single one of you guys to bits and you know it. And yes, it helped. Even though I was utterly aghast at seeing the two morons who DID get the scholarship break down.

As cat has asked me, yes, I'm upset about the humans results. I'm bitter, demoralized, disappointed, and I can't remember what was the last word kitty used, so I'll leave it there. If I had to say what it really felt like, it's kinda like walking into H1R5 for H1 chem in a class of 4 and seeing the J2s there cause it's THEIR home room. J block almost collapsed from all the emoness enamating from the insides/outsides/toilets.

But I'm okay now. Emoing is fine and comforting and all that, but it doesn't actually achieve anything else, especially when KI exam is coming along. If I could write an essay on emo I'd emo all day away and get an A, but sadly, it's on the unfortunately erm quaint (pun fully intended) people like Kant. Who I don't like at all. Nuh-uh.

So cheer up everyone! Look on the bright side! (Like the fact that ShiTT got in means that at least SOME part of the selection process was screwed up, even if the fact that ShiTT got in and we didn't is very, very demoralizing on gawd knows how many levels. It's like knowing that even Hades decided to reject you.)

Okay I know I'm still bitching, but a girl needs SOME consolation okay. And bitching is a very healthy form of exercise for the mouth and mind, I say deludedly.

I HATE KANT I HATE KANT I HATE KANT. Phew. AND I HATE DESCARTES TOO. WHY WHY WHY DID HE DECIDE TO BECOME SOME PHILOSOPHER? ISN'T HE HAPPY WITH THE DAMAGE HE DID TO OUR LIVES WITH THE BLOODY CARTESIAN PLANE? Mutters. Annoying guys who decide to write in greek/french/incomprehensible english.

Oh gawd I just read a model KI essay. Now I want to go stamford hotel and see the wonderful view on the 72nd floor.

Screw Kant. Oh that sounds so damn bad.